Thanks:) I will try my best to change my shape and image for now:) Yes, I will eat healthily.
Putting on too much weight in one year really makes me feel bad and took away lots of my proud i used to have. Thus, i get more and more shameful about myself, and only to push him to try to get the feeling of insecurity. So bad. The one he knew at the begging really changed too much.
Anyhow, thats sth. i realized these day. Deep-rooted reasons of our relation.
I only can hope now, and use this hope as my biggest motivation.
There are so many advices on the borad of "i want my ex back", more than 297. I am reading them all the time. There are also many books saying that you can win your ex back.
However, lots people from Western culture, i mean, in some forums, or my European or American friends, definitly told me, its over, and he will never be back. I really get upset on hearing that.
It seems even people from similar cultures have different idears.
I dont know what voice i should listen:(
So who is right and who is wrong_
