When I was looking at all our pics last night, I cannot control myself crying. And listen to the song for our love at the same time. My tears running down my face like hell. And I write to him a very emotial email, telling him how I never blamed him for one second in this breaking up, and nobody can ever replace his position in my heart. And I said I just regret that I did not know how to cherish the best thing that ever happens to me, and I would use my life to change for a second chance. A very touching letter, however, no response from him at all.