alright so... i think i'm doing good. i've given him space.. and he's been letting me have mine, though we never really came to any agreement with anything. i think part of me is still confused as to exactly what i want. there's a huge part of me that just won't let go, yet reason and logic is telling me to move on. there are times when i'm doing really well and things seem to go smoothly even when i'm thinking of him. at other times however, i get the urge to really just talk and talk to him. but even when i do, i know we'll have nothing to say to each other. i need advice on how to get through this easier. it would help also of course if i get some motivation every now and then. still being so far from home, i can't hang out with friends and spill my heart out to them as i would like. =/
