Thanks victor. you really brought up some good points. I DO need to be more independent and probably develope a bit more self-confidence. I have realised that friendship really is somewhat impossible, so I have definately given up on the idea. However with my current situation, I think we treat each other more like friends than anything else, despite what we "title" each other. I'm going to try to distance myself from him a bit and learn to handle things independently again. Perhaps i'm just so conditioned to having him being by my side. I think my jealousy stems from the fact that he's moving on so easily while I'm stuck in the past. I know that the first few weeks of break-up is always the hardest though, so I'm sure things will get better for me in time (as with everything). =)
I'll keep you guys updated for any improvement or changes.
