.. we've decided to get back together
.. maybe a month or two from now i'll have things under better perspective. i'm hoping that i'd find another guy by then ..
You really are confused, aren't you!?
What can anyone say to help?
You are going through a very emotional time and you probably need a friend.
Going through a break-up and a bereavement at the same time is going to cause you a huge amount of stress.
Trying to sort things out rationally when you are stressed and upset is going to be difficult.
I think that the best thing is to be as open and honest about eveything as you can with your boyfriend.
Hopefully things will indeed sort themselves out in time.
Good luck!
