Been in this relationship for almost 2yrs and has been of and on for the last 4-5mths I've known it is time to end this dead end relationship it has become so unhealthy for me. He's begun to try to speak with me again it makes me week cuz I'm like an eternal optimist it is like a curse. I'm a nervous wreck over this. I feel I need to stick to my guns, stay single for awhile. But He is trying to learn me in. Man does it hurt to be honest and strong about yourself. And I keep picking uncompatible men! Yes I do have some issues such as jealousy, because I've been hurt so many times and yes I have hurt others. I hate being alone. I hope to find a soulmate someday. Any suggestions on how to handle this mans urging to talk all the sudden after a few weeks hes making me nervous calling house phone, email, cell phone, I keep avoiding. Hope it stops soon. Anyways How does one be happy alone?
