Don't worry, I tend to confuse people.
To be honest, I only DID spilt up with him because my dad said so. We want to be together, we are 'together' in a sense, but I don't want to betray my father. I explained why we should break up to him, but... I don't know... I can't deny my feelings for Blaze... I can't get him out of my head... not matter how hard I try. Even the new boy doesn't make Blaze disappear!
I'm not 'the nicest person ever' because I'm under so much stress and I'm not coping with school. I took out all my anger and stress on Blaze... I didn't mean to, but I tend to snap on people that force me into telling them what's wrong and that 'play around' when I'm not in the mood for jokes...
