Actually not. I plan to tell him on Wednesday. I don't want to be a coward and break up with him via text or phonecall. I want to do this face to face.
I want to keep him in my life. I love him, but it is a love that will have to be kept at a distance. Like I said before: if I can't love him as a boyfriend, I want to love him as a friend. And perhaps, perhaps even as an older brother (that's what happened to this other guy I loved. After we broke it we loved each other as siblings. Heh, we even call each other 'big brother' and 'lil sister').
