Hello! Welcome to the forum! I hope you find the answers you're looking for.
I agree with BLR! :] I think you should wait until you get to your University that you're going to. Your life is going to change. This girl seems very confused and lost. BLR is right once again. She has the best of both worlds, but she has to get it through her head that she can't have two guys. You seem like a very smart person, Fer. I say you don't need this. I say another girl out there who will appreciate your good heart deserves your kindness and compassion and most of all who you are. Right now, it seems like you're being used. If something or someone is making you miserable, get rid of it.
-Jess
