Fer welcome to the forum - you won't like my answer, but here goes. Put this all on hold until you get to university. Your life is going to change so much that you need to be ready to move into your new life. It sounds like she is playing head games with you because she can. Quit playing. Your are smart enough to know what is going on. She wants a backup until she makes up her mind. That leaves you waiting; and as long as you will wait she will leave you waiting.
She has the best of both worlds right now, someone to comfort and sooth her and someone to excite her. Quite being half of the equation.
Last edited by BLR; 12/14/09 09:35 PM.
