'Do you really like this girl, or do you just like having a girlfriend?' [PDM]
'sadly no, I pretty much am only glad to have a girlfriend. I can't say I enjoy HER company personally, just as the fact that it's my first GF' [fribjits]
No wonder you find her boring ~ you don't even like her.
'.. a bookworm like her ..'
Well. I'm a bit of a bookworm myself. I find 'bookworms' quite interesting, because they are always learning something new from their reading.
'We kiss and cuddle and do all that whenever we're alone.'
Why are you kissing & cuddling someone you don't like?
Sorry ~ I think that you are being very unfair on this girl.
Or ... Maybe she feels the same way you do???