i had a full time night job and he had a day job so we saw each other 30 mins each day at the "swap over" when i got up in the mornings he was gone and when i got home at night he was in bed asleep so we never saw each other so grew appart. I had this other guy in my ear and it sounded better then what i was living in ( i worked with him so saw him all the time, typical thing really) i was with him for 2 months only so really just a fling. but when we broke up he begged and begged me not to leave. i can understand his hatrid for me but hes diff when were together and hes done some things that someone who hatres someone wouldnt do so its very confusing !!!!!! theres been so many other things he could have done at times but he chose to stay with me ...so really i dont know...
