One thing I should have clarified is that she doesn't share anything about guys she hangs out with, and probably doesn't know that I know anything about the guys she hangs out with. That stuff I found out via myspace snooping. Like I said, I'm a little paranoid when it comes to her hanging out with other guys.
That said, you are correct on the bit about structure. I don't mind surprises with most things, but the uncertainty when it comes to how she views me is tearing me apart. If only it was as simple as asking her upfront. Regardless, writing a letter including the "I miss you" statement and analyzing her response was an idea another friend brought up to me, and that is in fact in the letter I sent and am now waiting for a response.
Thank you for the advice. If you have any more, I'm more than welcome to listen/read it.
