I was feeling good until she started texting me and messaging me.
She Asked for permission to call my phone and i ignored it. The reason for ignoring it is, when i start to think of her i become unfocused. Alot is on the line in my career so i can't be unfocused. I want her but don't want the stress of my overactive mind creating things. Since she come back around all i can think of is "what happened to make her contact me again, did her last rebound go wrong, am i a second choice." Things like that keep me unfocused but i want to speak to her, but not sure im ready for what she has to say.
