... i get to talk to her and i show jelousy again and she gets upset and crys then says thats how i act that she doesnt like. Everytime i talk to her i try to keep it basic and general but it always goes into me telling her how much i want to be with her in some way. ...
It's normal that you want to be with her, but if she doesn't want to be in a relationship right now, well, as Nicky says, there is nothing that you can do about it.
She is young and has possibly just outgrown that relationship. Yes, it is hard to accept, but these things happen all the time with young people.
Time heals.
You will find the right person. It may or may not turn out to be her.
Can you just explain exactly what you mean when you talk about expressing jealousy?
