Thanks everyone for your input. It’s hard to not worry when the woman you love is with another man, especially when their relationship seems to be moving at a breakneck speed (apart of the reason I feel this may only be a rebound relationship). Although I said she understood I was sorry, I cant feel that she doesn’t, nor could I blame her. I should point out that during our relationship, I told her I love and care about her, which I don't think was a lie. However the things I did were not something a person who loves and cares about you does. Because of this, I feel I broke her trust and love for me, as well as her heart. I cant really see how she could trust anything I say to her, even if they are true. Perhaps these things could all be healed over time, but it seems by that time, it could already be too late.