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Patience is NOT one of my virtues.

I want him so badly... but I can't even tell him that...

-sigh- I feel so trapped

HELP! I'm so confused!

I knew I shouldn't have been alone with Blaze last night because we got SO carried away with each other. Don't worry, we didn't have sex, but we got really intimate. Darnit, I can't contain my love for him any longer. It's getting more and more difficult.

What am I to do?!

Hello 'Ashes':)

I'm sorry, but I just don't know what to say. I wish that I did.

I know that you two are very attracted to each other and find it hard not to be intimate.

Personally, I think that young people should wait before becoming intimate. However, I know that many do not.

The reason that you cannot be with your boyfriend is that your father knows this, too, and fears you having sex ~ and all that goes with it: ~ unwanted pregnancy, sexually transmitted diseases, loss of 'respect' from others, not having virginity at marriage, etc, etc.

Is there any way that you can convince him that you will keep the relationship 'innocent', if you are allowed to be together?

Of course, you would then have to keep to your promise, but it would probably be easier if your emotions were not so heightened by the situation that you are in.

Could your aunt act as a mediator, perhaps?

There's no way my fater would let me be with him... EVER. My stepmom even tried and failed, so there's no point.

I really don't want to go behind my dad's back like this and I sound like a push-over when I say 'I can't help it'... but I'm attracted to Blaze: physically, sexually, emotionally and all the rest. Whenever I'm with him, I wear his promise ring on my ring finger and he binds it to me with the chain it's attached to. That ring would have bonded us in marriage, the same ring he proposed to me with. And I know you'd probably say "You're too young to be thinking of marriage!" but I would like to marry him some day. -sigh- I don't know what to do. My heart races whenever I catch a glimpse of him or hear him speak one word. I get the shivers everytime he hugs me or holds my hand. I can't help it. I really want to be with him, but I'm torn between two loyalties: Blaze and my dad.