hi thank you for your comments. we have been going to counseling and so far its been going good and i feel like ive fallen in love with her again. I was feeling sad days after she told me but the reason why i was really sad was because i left her alone all those nights and not bieng thier for her birthday. ive forgiving her for what she did but it wasnt her fault she did what she did. if i hadnt of done what ive done this would of never happened.