I can't add anything to the the good advice you got on this forum. It is really good that things are getting back to normal. Your comments on here were very candid and gave a sincere glimpse into just how sorry you were and how much you love her. If your girlfriend read your post I am sure she would have an even deeper understanding of how you view your actions and where you want your relationship to go. Sometimes it's hard to believe what a person says to our face, but it is different when they read what you have said to others in desperation.
