Hi all,
Thank you so much for the support, I have been seeing a councillor to regards as to why I did all those things, and tried to make everyone happy without paying my rent. I suffer from Approval addiction, the need to please to make myself happy. I'm currently going to counselling sessions once a week, I asked my ex if we can have a talk. She is still pretty mad that I lied to her, But I'm going to tell her what has been going on, and let her know that if we ever do decide to give it another go, I want to try after I get over this problem. Is this the right thing to say, I'm worried that she will think differently about me, after I tell her, lol as you can see I still need to sort out my approval addiction.
Thanks
Ian
