I was seeing a guy very seriously who had been single for many years...(18) and we were talking marriage, etc and I got nervous and just broke it off...NOW, I'm beating myself up for it.....I thought I was doing what was right by my kids, but didn't realize that they wanted him in our family as much as I did. Now, he's seeing someone else, who, from the outside at least, appears to have a lot in common with him. I've left him a couple of 'missing you' voice mails&text messages and most recently sent the 'dear john' letter telling him that I want him to be happy but if anything should happen to his 'current situation' I pray that he gives me another chance.......??????? I vowed NOT to contact him again.....that's up to HIM. HELP!!!
