Again. He got sick two years ago, died in the hospital parking lot, they revived him. He couldn't breathe, choked out.
Well he's sick again. He's had two really bad spells today. So bad that they brought him to his knees, because all the congestion is clogging him up, and he can't breathe.

He's going to the hospital tomorrow or the next day.

I can't take this. Everytime i hear her cough i cringe. I wonder, "will this be the one that ends his life?"

God damn, i'm so damn worried, and scared, and just, everything right now. I love him so much. I don't want him to die.

I'm so scared!!!!!!!!!!!