thank you all soo much! you helped me make a decision about him. i'm not at his beck and call. i won't regret my decision when i break it off.
i'll probably never find out if he ever saw anything in me, but i know that at one time i saw something in him. i know that i'll always remember the way that i felt when i held his hand, and the way i cried when he hurt me, but i know that i'm making the right decision, and that i'll forget my anger and hurt towards him eventually and i'll be able to keep him in my heart forever.
(p.s. suzzie, i don't think you were being mean or rude at all)
