Wow! I cannot possibly imagine going through what you are going through right now hun! I'm almost 19 years old, still a virgin, and in a serious relationship with my boyfriend. I want you to know here and now, that I will be here if you need me.
1. Have you been tested for STDs/AIDs?
2. Are the babies safe?
3. Have you been using protection?
4. Do you trust his sister?
If you answered yes to #4 my advice is to talk to her. If you don't want to talk to your mom, talk to his sister. She may be able to help.
Other people that can help:
aunts
older cousins
grandparents
guidance counselours
teachers
pastors/reverands
youth pastors/ CCD teachers
nurses
me!
No one, and I mean no one should have to go through what you are going through right now.
I suggest you go to a local hospital or clinic. Ask to speak to a nurse (in private). Tell her (ask for a female nurse, you'll feel more comfortable) everything and anything that is going on, go into detail. Ask her for help. She will be able to provide you with tests that you should take, phone numbers that you can use, and possibly a safer place for you (and maybe your children if you so choose).
