thanks a lot. I really think things will work out with us, its only just a matter of time. Ill wait as long as i need to until she feels comfortable with it. She means everything to me just like all my other close friends and i will always be there for every one of them. But the thing is, I told her how i felt about a year ago and she didnt like me the way she does now and we were still great friends, We became closer until finally a couple of weeks ago when i popped the question again. Shes been really sick lately and ive been doing the best i can to talk to her and keep her company when she is awake. soooo we havnt been able to see eachother in a while but were still getting closer and closer.I would never want to hurt her in any way so im taking is slowly which is comfortable and not threatening, letting her decide since she is still undecided. hopefully soon we will be together and love eachother for who we are.