Thanks for the advice and yes that was about her. I tried apologizing immediately after I had sent it but she wasn't interested in my apologies. She was completely furious and all my attempts to make it better just made it worse. And I already told her I can't help the way I feel and I understood that she didn't want to go out. I never asked her out once. If I can never have her I just want to move on as well but I have failed in doing so.. any tips?
