Hello 2independent
I am sorry to hear this. It is common, I think, to become nervous about getting married ~ especially of there are children involved.
If you loved each other enough to get married, then the chances are that he might love you still ~ and that you still might have a chance, but, if you have broken his heart, and his confidence, and he loves someone else now, then it might be over completely. It is difficult to know.
But you have told him how you feel ~ the ball is in his court now.
Good luck
