That is very tough. I'm sorry things went that way =[.
I know what it is like to ask yourself the question "when did the loving stop?". My current boyfriend told me that when i was in spain he fell out of love for me. Our situation has since then been worked out. It is a bad question to have to ask yourself, and with the way she is treating you, don't.
I know you love her, but I have loved and lost, and then just met someone i love even more. Now it feels impossible, but in time, you will meet some girl, and you will love her like never before. It is possible. And you will feel more alive than ever before =D. It's magical, don't dwell on your loss, clearly you wanted something she didn't. Now is time to begin to let go. =D if you need to talk you can always PM me. I'm again, very sorry to hear this.
