Yes, the age difference between 12 and 14 is bigger than the age difference between 17 & 19.
It is normal for 12-year-olds to have a crush on older boys, but it is right, I think, that this boy doesn't consider dating 12-year-olds, even if he does like you.
Sorry to have to say this!
Awkwardgirl905 ~ I hope that you and your parents/ guardians know that persons under 12 are not allowed to post on Internet forums unless they & their posts are being supervised by their parent(s) or guardian(s).
