I'm completely insane.
Visitor's Question from a 16-20 year old Male
My mind is stuck between the lines of genius and insanity. Through my childhood I had to look after my alcoholic mum whilst my dad was never there. Life was never good. It affected me psycohlogically, and I began thinking I was possessed. I hallucinated and would burst into random acts of violence against anybody for any reason. One day it went too far and I happened to be carrying a knife. I stabbed 3 people and ended up having to see a psychiatrist for 3 years. My shrink was great. He stopped the violence and the hallucinations and everything. Soon after, I got a girlfriend. She fucked with my head and treated me like shit. Practically cheated on me with a group of guys. I made a hit list, and tracked down each one of these guys and (with the help of my friend, who was also having girl problems) got my revenge (nearly killed one of them). I have sorted everything out with my girlfriend now, and everything is fine. She loves me and I love her.
So here's the problem as I see it. Any guy that even comes close to her regrets it. I know, sometimes, they are just being friendly. I have beaten people into unconsciousness for getting too close to her. I am completely mind-fucked. I actually enjoy waiting for somebody to touch my girlfriend's arm so I can offload my anger on to them. People are terrified of me, and to be honest, I love it. Nobody dares say the wrong thing to my girlfriend, or even hug her now. My girlfriend says she loves it when I stand up for her, which is good.
What do you think?
You need to see a psychotherapist again.
Pretty soon you are going to get arrested enough times to be put in jail.
You still have a lot of anger in you and you won't be happy until you can address it. Your girlfriend only seems to be encouraging you will this violent behavior. Ask her to help you instead.
And, you may eventually run into a guy who can hurt you, pull a knive, or a gun on you. Or maybe he has more friends that you. As they say "those who live by the sword, die by the sword."
Good luck! George
-- from George
One of Your Friendly Advisors at RomanceClass.com
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