dont write notes to ur friends

i wrote a note to my friend telling her how much i loved him and the stuff we do..he took the note from her and was like yeah i gave her something good and now she cant live with out it shes desperate for me. he knows i want him so BADLY so he is datin a gurl that likes him too make me jealous..he has done this before and he told me the only reason he dated her was to make me jealous. Now hes back to datin her they have been datin for about a wek now. they try to make me so jealous i go on with my life like it aint my buissness he will make eye contacts with me and ask whats wrong i turn my head and start talkin to whoever is next to me. it must work he always looks at me