lost 4 yr girlfriend because she went away to college

has been the worst 2 months of my life. counseling, drinking, and anti depressants can only help so much. lost the girl that said we would get married, now she wont even talk to me... all because she went to a party school. at least it puts things in perspective. she didnt love me as much as i loved her.

been trying to talk to her but she ignores me completely. love sucks, i never want to get in another relationship. starting to actually hate my ex for being so full of shit all this time that she could drop me so easily after all we talked about (marriage, living together, etc).

advice: if your really depressed about losing your girlfriend/boyfriend, go to counseling. talk it out. in reality, if that person doesnt want to talk to you then they don't love you as much as you love them. stop wasting your time feeling sorry for yourself, and do things to make you happy. get distracted. have sex with someone else.