to be caught

the day i loved her was a sudden day. i loved her damit .i used to express my love for he. oh dam she lie me just telling its not her age to make relation and all. i tried to love her but she gotta no dam ya.
it was the time when she was about to leave the country , sudden at nite she called me and said crying that she loved me and dont wanna let me go from her heart, though i was having my exam but i nearly made her understand and with all those stuff. but day after that she told me she was just pulling ma legs down coz she likes doing those stuff. guys after that i was so sentiplade and i my self made my life the worst . i startd used substances and the trust of my parents was broked by me.
and dam i still love her. i cannot remember that day when she cheated me.
love hurts.