My Heart Is still Broken

I was with the love of my life for seven years. we broke up because of stupid arguments and he wasnt happy with the way his life was going financially. I tried to be there and think positive. We went on a break for two weeks. then the day before his birthday because I called him hoping we can put all the issues behind us. he left me. its been two months. and its still as hard. we barly talk or see each other. but he still loves me. He feels that if he is not stable what can he offer me. If he could only offer his heart I would be happier than ever. I have loved this man with all my being. but i gave myself to him too much. love your self first then you will be able to love someone else. And never give up. I wont. Because I truly feel with every bit of my body that we are meant to be.