Saying Sorry @ RomanceClass -|
I just adore you. I promised myself I would do everything to stop these uncontrollable thoughts of you. I can't help it. Not one day goes bye that you don't appearinto my thoughts. Even after all this time and I really didn't even know you. It doesn't matter what I am doing, what I am working on, where I am shopping, who I am eating lunch with... You just enter my mind. I guess I met my dream come true- YOU. For that I am grateful for, but I remain still incomplete, because the one thing I am missing in my life is YOU. I don't need you to survive, but my heart is crying out for you. You'll never probably ever read this. If you did, I doubt you would care. I just wish that you could feel that one who really loves you, will always be here for you. You're not a crush. You never were. But, somehow, you were different. I felt something with you like never before. It scared the hell out of me. I was going through unemployment and terrified that if I let you come close the distance would ruin me and I wouldn't be able to concentrate on finding a job, as I knew I wanted to always be around you. So, I fell for you and I still can't stop thinking of you.
I just wish that you really knew me. My fault. I thought I had to try to compete with the others. I know I made some wacked mistakes, but it still doesn't change the fact that my heart belongs to you. I love you. I always will. I didn't know how to react because I never felt what I felt with you. In fact, everyday a little part of me wishes that I would wake up and have a phone call, an email from you.
You obviously never felt the same (and that is totally fine). I just hope one day I'll wake up and realize that I need to accept I'll never see you again. It's aching to realize you never wanted to be part of my life. (I really don't blame you from what you've seen). But I do and always will love you. I know this, because I doubt I will ever again meet someone like you. Typically, I wouldn't care, but you somehow stood out. You somehow brought feelings I have NEVER felt before. Such a short time.
You'll never know my feelings for you. But, I do. I love you. I can't explain how in such a short time, but my heart knew it.
I respect you, I so admire you. You're beyond "perfect." I guess I was too stubborn to let you know how much I really adored you.
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