Long Distance and Internet:
He's my everything, My whole world.
This coming December 11th, we would be together for 2 years. I,m almost 20 and I,ve known him since I was 16. That,s a total of 4 years and I,ve never even met him yet. I love him more than anything in the world and there is not a day, an hour or a second where I am not thinking of him and I know he feels the same. I have to say it,s very hard for the both of us since he lives in England and I live in the United States but I really wouldn,t have it any other way. People keep asking me when is he going to come to visit and all I can reply with is a sigh and "I don,t know". There have been plans of us meeting but something seems to always get in the way. Me being busy with university, my crazy family, his mother dying back in April...Yes, we have had our share of fighting, we,ve even had our share of breaking up and attempting to date people who lived in the same country. We,d always end up getting back to another. Lord knows has he annoyed the hell out of me sometimes but in the end I would cry my eyes out and when i hear him say: "I love you baby" everything would be better, I would just melt at the sound of his voice. There,s just so much to say when it comes to me and him that I feel I am just rambling right now and throwing random aspects of our relationship. However, sometimes its always better being random. At least for me, it makes everything more exciting and just ever more wonderful. Long distance relationships over the internet can be amazing yet frustrating at the same time. The sudden thrill when you see your loved one had just come online, to the yearn to be in that person,s arms, to be able to kiss their lips. I,ve had a total of 4 boyfriends and even though those were ones I had in RL, they were nowhere near as meaningful as I have it with my baby. Some people just won,t understand how I feel until they have been through it. So my advice to you kids is: if you don,t understand, don,t judge. If you do understand then by reading this you know I am going through the same thing and you are not alone. Just be strong, until that glorious day where you finally meet. I want to marry this amazing man , and have his babies. I have faith that it will happen.
P.S I hope you found what I typed helpful, I know it made me really think of how much I love him since I actually put the time into typing this out. I will love you forever my sweetheart.
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