i need your help?

My name well lets say harleygirl, I was involved in a very serious relationship, Me and my harleyman were one of a kind. We took several trips together on our harley, until one day he never came home to me again i found out he had died in at the red butt center here in utah doing what he liked best to excercise and be in shape. I never got to say good bye to him and it has been a struggle for me to move on. I am ready to move on i just do not know how to make that first step to dating.