October Days

I wish tomorrow was october
So I could lay my head with yours
I wish you were second guessing
that janruary morn
i wish that I could sleep the days away
and wake up to your embrace
I wish that I could waste the days away
But its all to much for me

Because this floor is getting colder
With Every breath I have to take
and no god damn these janruary monings
I long for october days

and oh christ why cant you stay
lets pretend winters not come
Because this pain is tearing me away
to leave behind nothing but stone
i wish that I could waste the days away
Intwined upon that forsaken place
But I guess it has to be this way
leave me to lead my life alone