i cheated on the person i loved and i still love her

3 years we had been together and i ruined everything by cheating on her with her best friend!. But i still am insanely in love with my now ex girlfriend, i have no idea why i cheated and i dont why i do it. if you have someone that you have been with for so long dont throw it away on a demon in a short skirt! everyday i wake up and feel so down for letting the best thing that had happend to me dissapear. now i have nothing, supose life bites you iff you deserve it, karma fights to make things right and it gives you what you deserve.