he doesnt feel the same way you do

Im goin through a struugle ryte now me n da ex were together for 11 months...he broke up with me for his reasons of things but never looked bak on how i feel today..i must say we r still friends but he wants to b to his self n party,and talk to otha gurls n etc,then uma do it too.mayb it jusz wnt meant to b im tired of crying..he has pt me through so much hell.n all i did was try to get back with him..i miss him n love him,but he doesnt feel da same..ima c how things go,,ima try not to text him wen he text me...im always running to my phone wen he text me but i have to realize hes not my man anymore i dnt need to pleaz him anymore..he acts if he dnt want me anymore n that he has found better..im not goin to force to get n a relationship ne more..im goin to live my lif3 to the fullest n neva lookin back...i will c how things go