I'm not over him yet... im going crazy!!

If God really exsist, then He should just prove it and let George out of my mind!!! I met so many people, but none could be compared to him, his eyes, his voice, and his god damn touch, his skin, his... uh...
Ive been trying my best to let him go for 2 years now, i just cant!!! hes George for god sake!!! how could I????