It sucks.

Take it from me I cheated on my boyfriend with his best friend. I never told him because it would hurt him way to much. I mean he never treated me right he would call me a slut and whore and basically put me down so one night when he was at a party I cheated on him and at the time it felt good but now it's eating me up inside. I am constantly worried he is going to find out...And for some odd reason a year after i cheated on him he is treating me better so it kills me even more. It definitely sucks! I hate worrying but i don'w want to hurt him.