i loved him and then i cheated!!

i loved this guy amed Dylan....we were going out for about 2 months and i thought that i was over him..but then a couple of months ago i started to think about him aagin and he hasnt been out of my mind sense!!
i keep trying to talk to him and have him forgive me and talk to me....but he just ignores me and it is taring me apart i cant stand to know that he is mad at me i know what i did was wrong but if i knew he forgave me it would make my world.....Dylan was my first true love and i will never forget him....there will always be a place for him in my heart....i just hope that one day he can find it in his heart to forgive me....becuase i love him so much