What Hurts the Most

if u really miss someone, this it the ode to it

by rascal

i can take the rain on the roof odf this empty house
that dont bother me
i can take a few tears now and then and just let em out
im not afraid to cry
every once in a while
even though going on with you gone still upstes me
there are days ever now and again i pretend im okay
but thats not what gets me
''what hurts the most was being so close
''and having so much to say and watching you wlak away
''and never knowing what could have been
''and not seeing that loving you ws what i was trying to do
its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
but im doing it
its hard to force one of those smiles when i see our
old friends and im alone, still harder
getting up, getting dressed,living with this regret
but i know if i could do it over
i would trade give away all the words that i saved
in my heart that i had left unspoken