Don't show how scared you are

My ex and i broke up about 2 1/2 months ago..tomorrow would've been our 6 months! We stopped talking for a while and got into a big argument one night...and i thought i had lost him forever. fortunately, i met enough to him that he called me and apologized and wanted us to be friends...well we still love each other a lot and we were talkin bout getting back together....until one night i started having doubts and told him that i was scared he didn't rly love me... he got mad because I didn't believe what he said... he stopped talking to me for a day, but luckily called back...and i explained to him that it wasn't that i didn't believe him or trust him but that i was scared...but that night ruined everything... he doesn't say i love you anymore...and he just wants to be friends