now i know pain

Tears swell up in my eyes,
pain hits my heart,
and the concept paces thru my mind,
i fell my world calaspe and my knees weaken,
suddenly i find my self cryin on the floor,
reachin for a phone or a door,
someway to get to u and say that im sorry,
for ever lettin u go,
now i know dat i need u,
now i kno i cant live without u,
now i kno that u were always my man,
and now i realize that your gone,
now i realize it was u i saw on the news,
it was u who got shot by the thugs in blue,
and now i wanna die,
i cant help but cry,
cause now i know i needed u so.