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Tales of the Ex @ RomanceClass - Grief When I was sixteen, I met the man I would grow to love. We were close friends for years. We connected with our similar pasts and shared passions. I moved out of state to be with him, leaving everything behind for a new beginning. I remember when I got my job here that ensured that we'd be able to be together - we were both overjoyed. We found the perfect apartment and we've had a wonderful relationship for over two years. Then on a snowy day in May, he came home from work and told me that he wanted to break up with me. Of course, I went crazy. I don't know what went wrong and he cannot give me a reason I can understand. I feel like he's making up excuses to leave me and my heart is heavy. I have never loved anybody this way before. I have given this relationship my all, and I have and continue to grieve it to its fullest. The hardest part is sleeping alone and the lost of intimacy. I am trying to move on and I will move out of our apartment in a week. I have never been without a roommate before. I'm terrified of being alone emotionally and financially. I have given myself downtime, but I've got a job to work and a lot of healing to do. I do not see the same person I fell in love with anymore. Everywhere I go, there are memories - our favourite restaurants and destinations. I remember the nicknames we had for each other and the experiences we've shared. He does not express any grief and he seems happy, which bothers me the most. There comes a point in every relationship that the euphoria is gone - and there is either a breakup or it is mutually decided to work on it to make it work. Love is tough. It leaves us with a heavy heart and forces us to have courage. We must do what we believe we cannot do. I still wonder: I know how to let go of the negative, but how to move on from something so wonderful? Grieve, grieve to its fullest - so we no longer must feel so much pain. Slime-O-Meter No Votes Yet Add your vote! How many slimes does this ex rate? 1 is lowest, 5 is highest. Submit your own story Most Recent Tales Disclaimer: All tales are submitted by anonymous users and can be assumed to be complete fabrications from these users. RomanceClass.com removes all identifying information and is not responsible for the stories that are shared here. The stories are for entertainment purposes only.
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