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It was MY fault...
I split with my ex a year and half ago, (biggest mistake off my life) i did it because i was insecure and i thought he was using me cos he felt sorry for me, i never realized how much he loved me. so i broke up with him. We were both devastated. Then i lusted after somebody else, I got it in my head i needed to move on even when i was with the other guy i had a diary and every time i wrote init my ex (mark) was mentioned how much i miss him and still love him. I've had 2 boyfriends since him and it's never felt right. I've always thought of mark i always wanted to be in his arms! Even though me and mark where in a long distance relasionship, as soon as we met i knew he was perfect. He tried to get back with me quite a few times, but i thought it was for his own good we didnt which was stupid cos i still didnt realise how much he loved me! A couple of weeks ago i found out he had a girlfriend via facebook i have never ever cried or felt so hurt in my life.. But then i thought back too may this year and he said he was still devastated we split up.. even though he had a girlfriend then. Which proves he knows were perfect together too. Im glad to say they've split now and me and mark have recently been talking again, he even said he misses me too! Although we don't talk all the time, when we do i still feel that connextion there, when he texts, or sends a comment or even over msn even before i've read it i have the biggest smile on my face! I always thought i was the only person suffering with this problem because everyone around me was so happy with there boyfriends/girlfriends. But if you're like me i just want to say DONT GIVE UP! If you've set something free, it will come back give it time! Even thought it's been a year and half.. i have to admit it feels like 50 years! But i finally think he's comming back :) xxxx