I hate him but I still love him
He made me feel special, and he was always around when I needed him the most. I was madly and deeply in love with him; he meant the world. As time went by, his heart grew colder .I put effort into making things work. I guess it never occurred to him that what I gave him that was so special was my heart. He would only complain about how miserable his life has become. Yelled at me and made me feel as if I had no purpose in his life. Evey time that i would look into his eyes, all i can think of is how badly I would like to shout " I'm sorry I cant do this anymore". But I cant because as soon as I start to utter those few words he tells me that he loves me. And it sets me back now a couple of miles. I guess the time will come in which i wont bare anymore of this silent torment, and would one day have enough courage to say "I don't love you anymore".
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