Hello Jessica,
It certainly sounds as if you have a special bond with your ex and that is going to be very difficult to deal with when you have another boyfriend. It sounds as if it is the same for him.
[quote]'I feel extremely guilty about it, but I do not wish that it hadn’t happened, I am glad it did'[/quote]
He says the same, so I don't think that you have any reason to doubt that he means it, if you do.
Yes, I agree, you need to think.
Good luck :)
